Q. Pls help me

If I get angry on some devotee or If i dont get respect towards a devotee,what should I do?

And I hate all common ppl or devotees if they behave badly what should I do?

Dont tel me to tolerate because I just keep away or else i get angry this is my situation.I am Nothing I am a fool then also I expect gud behavior from others.So stupid.

One more big question is I want to just get out this world very soon,previously I stopped eating then I faced lot of health problems now I cant do that. To do more and more devotional service my parents are not supportive and I cant work materially I get frustrated.